two lots of chemicals battling it out in my insides, and today I feel crap! I am sure they will work eventually, this is day 13 and they are obviously kicking in.
I couldn't keep my eyes open today, but when I gave up and went back to bed (twice) my brain was in overdrive and I didn't get much sleep - utter tripe whizzing through my head over and over and over.
I really want to go swimming again, but at the moment I lack the energy, the enthusiasm and the inclination. I feel fat, crap, ugly, old and frumpy. Ack, you big black dog of doom, fek off and visit someone else please, give me a break!!